~MoO MoO~: May 2006

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Really tired now but dunno why... just don't feel like sleeping earlier
so... i'm back doing silly things...

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is low.
You've probably either had only one relationship..
Or all of your relationships have been very similar.
You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale

You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

The Animal Personality Test

You Are Scooter

Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick.
You're always willing to lend a helping hand.
In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going.
"15 seconds to showtime!"

The Muppet Personality Test

Now... who the heck is Scooter? I dun even remember him in Muppets.

You Are a Rainbow

Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!

You are best known for: your beauty

Your dominant state: seducing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Hahahah... i was expecting a thunderstorm.

You're An Alcoholic

Time to go back to step one.

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

Fine. Just a confirmation k?

You Are Barney

You could have been an intellectual leader...

Instead, your whole life is an homage to beer

You will be remembered for: your beautiful singing voice and your burps

Your life philosophy: "There's nothing like beer to give you that inflated sense of self-esteem."

The Simpsons Personality Test

YYY

Hmm... i really should be doing up the proposal Cedric told me to do.
Or typing my report or Alvin...
Or doing my presentation for Eunice...
Or preparing myself for the event tomorrow...
Or getting myself ready for the seminar on Thursday so that i can present my learning to Zee...
But oh well, i decided to blog.

Haiz... i really need some opinion. So guys who are reading this, please give me some advice?

Here's the situation:

1) I've just been asked to help organize the Business School Dinner
2) I've also been asked to help organize Sports Fiesta
3) It seems that i may be asked to do Sports Awards night as well
4) I have Tapestry at the same time
5) Internship now
6) Being a senior facilitator as well

Problem?

1) I kinda swear off events. I thought they were too much for me to handle
2) My grades last semester was really bad. I kinda decided to focus on my studies. Of cos, i mentioned something about how i shld be concentrating on getting a bf as well.
3) Besides having to choose between the events, i also have ExPLOR to worry about. I dunno how heavy the workload will be but i don't think it will be something i dun have to commit.
4) I dunno how heavy the workload will be for these events either... And what's the commitment level required from me during summer? I'm like packed this summer...

But...

1) I've been re-thinking about wanting juz a simple life. It's something really desirable but am i made for a simple life? It seems that God made me for something much bigger than just being a house wife right?
2) I'm also re-thinking about getting myself a bf. Well, if its meant to be, it will be. Why do i have to change my life or limit my growth just so that i can get a bf? If it's meant to be, then i will be able to get a bf even when i'm busy and dying from work.
3) I wrote this little prayer in church a few weeks back (7th May). Here's a short line from it: "You've made me to be capable of great things... Teach me how to lead my life the way You want it... To live it to the fullest and not the way i want it to be."

Now you know why i'm troubled? So HOW?

YYY

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Haven't blogged in a while huh? Been really busy.
Internship. Haiz... it's kinda sucky.
The more i work,
the more i realise that i wanna remain a kid forever.

Anyway, was looking at some Jewel songs lyrics.
Found this one really very interesting.
Sounds like the kinda mentality i have now huh?
Working hard to disprove what everyone says about me.

I won't walk away - Jewel

I was thinkin..
that I might fly today
just to disprove
all the things that you say
it doesnt take a talent to be mean
words can crush things that are unseen
so please be careful with me
Im sensitive and I'd like to stay that way

you always tell me that its impossible
to be respected and be a girl
whys it gotta be so complicated
why you gotta tell me if I'm hated
please be careful with me
Im sensitive and I'd like to stay that way

I was thinking that it might do some good
if we robbed the senate and took all their food
that way what they believe will have taken place
and we'll give it to everybody who has some faith oh
please be careful with me
I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way

I have this theory that if we're told we're bad
than thats the only
idea we'll ever have
maybe if we are surrounded in beauty
maybe someday we will become what we see
cause anyone can start a conflict
its harder yet to disregard it
Id rather see the world from another angle
we are everyday angels
be careful with me cause Id like to stay that way

YYY

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I love them. Can i be one of them again? I hate being old.

http://bitsandpieces1.blogspot.com/2006/01/childrens-letters-to-god.html

YYY